the time will come

i need to write this story in malay....mat suh aku cari bf...bunyi cm senang je kan...huhuhu.cm order kat warung-mamak teh tarik satu..forsurely aku igt y aku ni 23 thn nie-2009.aku perempuan, xkn la ak y kne cari lelaki...aku xtau la nk ckp cmne...bukan aku menutup pintu hati tp xtau la...mungkin bayang2 semalam y masih jelas..fobia?mungkin...rite now org xtny ada bf ke x..tp org prefer tny ble nk kahwin????nk kahwin cmne calon pn xde.siap suh mummy ak carikan tp mummy kata 'cari sndr'....aduhhhh.tp kenapa org2 sekeliling y begitu prihatin dgn ak y ketiadaan bf?mak aku relax jer...kdg2 rimas la org tny2 ada bf ke x, ble nk kawin...td aku rs cm kne tembak bertalu-talu...brp hantaran??ak jwb ntah, mat geleng pale...nk letak cmne, calon pn xde..mat nie...mat kata jgn letak tinggi2...10k..byk nyer,tp ko degree kn...ok la...ijan dh senyap..ijan,sorry la, bukan nk takut2 kn ko...tp ni reality.ak x demand pn...ak xtau la...kdg2 ngeri gak nk pk bab kahwin nie...dgn ketiadaan bf ni,lg la aku ngeri...mmg btul cinta b'thun2 pn blum tentu kahwin...ble duduk sorg2 bnd2 ni dtg la dlm pale...nk x nk mmg kne pk gak...sbb bnd2 ni t'masuk dlm planning idup ak..ak serah pd Allah swt.DIA y lebih mengetahui apa y terbaik untuk aku...dan aku kne sabar........sbb masa itu akan datang juga nanti.

2 weeks more..

2 weeks more living in pandan..
asmech, really meaningful to me..
from asmech i know bout mechanical project...
i learned the system of the warehouse..
what the impact if i careless...
gonna miss the shouted by kak as.."zarinaaaaaaaa"
gonna miss the allen keys,ivory pipe, flexform, aluminium, adjustable legs,bolts and nuts...
gonna miss the punching machine...hahahahaaa..looks like playing a drum.
dunt know when i can come bndr penawar again...
mummy, i will come....but not sure when.
mechanical, mechanical and mechanical...
thank you asmech for giving this opportunity and knowledge