semua nak balik

ari ni adik2 and yong nak balik ke tempat masing2.luckily anak2 ada kat sini, kalau tak mesti bosan and forsurely tv adalah teman terbaik waktu itu.laptop xde,anak2 xde..xbest2.mak aku nak masak ape erk ari ni?yelah adik2 nak balik,nak bekalkan diorang makanan...nanti sampai destinasi xyah susah2 nak g cari kt kedai mamak ataupun mak jah's corner.jimat2...dan aku seperti biasa lah,kain baju, penyapu, mop dan semua perkakas2 pembersih y seangkatan dengannya menunggu aku..hahahaha.ikan keli..luper lak.khamis aritu beli ikan keli,ingatkan belut.mak aku suh masak keli tu ari ni..keli masak cili api goreng,sedapnya..dh lama tak makan..huhuuuu.okay la,wanna off now..bakul berisi baju tuk di sidai sudah menunggu di depan aku..hahahha

dah lame x kena tanya

semalam aku kena balik sendiri,sbb xde orang nak ambik...tahan2 taxi,taxi berenti tapi driver2 taxi ni xnak anta.bukan jauh pun, xsampai 10 minit pun...xpe la,tunggu je la bus.akak kat sebelah aku pun tanya nak balik mana?maybe dia pikir rumah aku jauh sgt kot sbb driver taxi xnak anta.akak tu pun tanya la aku baru balik kje ke,kje kat ne,company ak wat ape..dia kata selalu nampak aku ptg2 tunggu bus.wow,aku xperasan pun.ada la 2,3 kali sama2 tunggu bus tapi bukan lah selalu kan.hebat la kak.last topic aka soalan akak tu, adik penah accident ke?dulu mmg aku mengelak tuk jwb soalan ini..tapi after i now what is it i will share the knowledge.saya tgk akak mcm orang biasa2 je..tudung simpul itik je.tapi bile akak cakap darah pun kena balance.darah putih xblh lebih,darah merah xblh kurang nanti jadi penyakit.saya tabik spring kat akak.abis je aku jwb soalan itu dengan padat tapi ringkas,taxi pun sampai and nak anta aku balik..hope to meet u again akak.ayin, don't judge a fruit by it's skin...hahaha =)

sabarlah ayin

bile kita ditimpa musibah or ujian,almost orang akan cakap sabar lah.In this year, with many things happen i don't know for how many times people said sabarlah ayin to me...hati kadang-kadang goyang juga ngan perkataan sabar ni.ayat familiar-ko senang la cakap,suh org sabar..sbb x kena kat ko.it is normal, because every people have different life.but what i learn in 2010 is the secret of sabar.for a year i'm waiting, yesterday i got a good news.what?sorry,can't tell u now...setahun, lama kan..memang lama.anak sedara y b'usia setahun tu pun dah pandai panggil name aku.tapi ok la kne tggu sthn, cuba bayangkan kalau kne tggu 2,3 or maybe 10 thn,peh dah xtau makne sabar agakny mse tu..ape puns, THANKS ALLAH..n sabarlah ayin!

convo insep

12/12/2010..convo insep at uthm.happy to meet again all my friends..but didn't have enough time to chit chat with u all.sorry guys, my mum baru je sihat.So before something bad happen, i need to leave.hope Allah give us chance to meet again..amin. to maru, sorry maru tak sempat nak jumpa before balik.

what to do

sunday,day that i really waiting for...my off day.today need to pack my brother's stuff and may be go to muadzam.seronok kan dapat gi jalan-jalan even jalan je means no interesting place to visit,no shopping or window shopping...hahahaha.never mind next week wanna to go to Terengganu.really miss terengganu..kopok gentel,sata,blue sea..but don't forget the main things to do there.like my mum said we go there not for holiday but we want to go to the hospital..hahaha.yup, i need to see miss najihah, to get what should i get.bos, please approach my leave. nak minta 2 ari pulak tue..hahaha,forsurely kena pulun kerja dulu kan baru boleh apply cuti. lagi 1 ari tu tuk gi batu pahat.but before go to batu pahat,wanna to go to muar, my sister's friend wedding.ni betul2 cuti kan...=) hope semua dipermudahkan.amin.

seronok ke merapu?

merapu @ merepek..itu adalah aktiviti wajib rakan2 sepejabat aku..hahaha.kadang2 aku layan kan aje..macam2 la story diorang ni.beginning almost ok,story smooth jer..klimaks pun ok.bile lama sangat merepek mulalah mengarut over sangat.tapi diorang ni bagus, sebab merepek mereka itu sekadar hiburan di pagi hari sahaja.dari mengumpat better merepek.

what a cheap..

what phone u will get with rm90.00?standard lah,low budget mesti lah kena cari yang low price kan..tapi what i get is a handphone with a radio..wow unexpected.kan bagus kalau time 4tahun dulu time aku tengah kekeringan and desperate to have a handphone (cos hp aku rosak masa tu) dapat handphone camni.murah pun murah siap ada radio lagi.jimat-jimat.announcement: to my fellow friends, if u want to call my maxis no please send me a message 1st because my hp had no ringing, another problem is message pending, so kalau saya tak reply tu,i'm so sorry.maybe la mase tu tak ada kredit but most cos of message pending.memang penyakit hp ni,nek buek camno.bila ntah makcik ayin ni nak hantar kedai, repair hp dia tu,lama dah hp tu tak berbunyi, paling-paling pun bunyi message je.ado budget nanti den anta la kodai hp.

followed by a car

blur,scared.........while i walked through the road,i didn't heard any sounds of car's engine.suddenly a car horned, i turned back to take a look with a blur face,and the car was just behind me. I thought it was somebody that i know.but no.. i didn't understand what the driver tried to do but i feel unsafe. There were 2 guys in the car, and the driver speed the car after i turned back and continued walking. in my head there was only one word-KIDNAP. Thank you Allah for protect me.

operate??

result of my appointment with optometrist last month..Doctor asked either want to operate or hold..when i have choice,i quite for awhile...thinking what is the best decision.so how,operate or not?ur suggestion doc...it is not really bad..it`s okay if u want to hold.so it is up to you.never mind,i give u another appointment,then u decide on the date.want the drop?i suggest u buy this at farmasi okay.thanks doc...

bleeding

injury-bleeding.very synonym that 2 words.yup, forsurely i got injured this subuh.so many blood..luckly i'm not scared with blood,if yes forsurely insensible...woke up and insensible again because still bleeding..hihihi.but it still bleeding even though i put gamat oil and got injured bout 1 hour ago..oh no man..how i want to do my job today.it was my fault..moral of the story when heard azan,quickly take wuduk and pray.

when pain become painnnnnnn

lately, penyakit2 y ada mula memberi effect...Ya ALLAH ampunkan dosa-dosaku...ak blaja sinar UV bahaya pd kulit, mata and so on...tapi aku tak pernah terpikir kesan kulit y kena UV-merah2 ke,gatal2 ke, mata y kena UV pulak cmne....Doc, kenapa ek mata saya macam ni?ni bukan katarak, ni selaput y disebabkan oleh habuk dan sinaran UV...ya, aku adalah salah seorang mangsa pencemaran..aku redha Ya Allah.aku dah jalankan tanggungjawab sebagai seorang y punya sedikit ilmu tentang environment ke belum???berapa ramai orang diluar sana y sakit akibat pencemaran mcm aku?Doc, apa treatment dia?mungkin kena cuci and kena kikis lah selaput tu..Doc, kalau dah kikis blh kena balik tak?boleh kena balik tapi bergantung pada keadaan.boleh kikis 3x je,sbb ble dah kikis nnt jadi nipis.Awak refer pd pakar mata ye..okay,thanks Doc.
my appointment with optometrist will be on 25/8/2010...24 days from today. Doakan semuanya selamat ya kawan-kawan..

my glass

still remember go outing with azreen to fulfill our needed...one of the needed was my glass...still remember this dialog by azreen "kak, bg bingkai y paling kecik kak tuk dia"...forsurely the sales girl gave me the smallest frame and she said like this "ni je dik y paling kecik,y kecik lagi tuk budak-budak..""takpe kak, bagi je dia"..i think it was 2 years ago at Mydin Mall,terengganu. last week i was thinking bout my glass..i should by a new one because, there was crack at the frame made by my nephew (it was my fault put it on the table which was not so height)...on tuesday, i felt uncomfortable while wearing my glass..when i hold it, hahaha..broken. there was a problem, i need my glass to finish my work...
tomorrow, ask achaai to make over my broken glass..thanks achaai.

snake!

everyday i walk through the road before i go to work...but today..what a surprise, there was a snake...hhuhuuhhuuuuu.long about 1.5m..not really big but klu kne patuk confirm masuk wad.luckily have another shortcut n i can controled my shocked...huhuuhuuu.tapi ular tu cam xpuas ati sbb ak ngelak dr dia....terjenguk2 kepala dia.eeeeeeee scaryyyy..2nd time face to face with snake(only me and snake)...huhuhuuuuu

no laptop,no broadband

owh no..no broadband and laptop...so bored.luckily have tv and radio..huhuhu.living in d house with my eldest brother and mak ngah only,what can i do either than watching and go to sleep early...hihihi.to the person that i almost distrub sorryyyyyyy..hihihi.if u said ur bored on that time,it was same to me..really bored.never mind i will not disturb u anymore....but i can't promise=)..laptop and broadband really important to me right now,cause i have new hobby,update my blog..fallin in love with writing anything.

don't run

resposibility is very hard task..at what age should we look after our parents?i'm always asking myself with this question...is it enough by giving them money of our salary?are they really want our money?they just want their lover beside them, look after them, facing their lover everyday.is it hard for us as their child to do that.....it is our responsibility..please don't run from it.it is my responsibility to look after my mother and my family, i would not run from it because without them, i'm gone.

killer

lizard...eeeee.geli is more than scared..there was a big lizard in the bath room 3 hours ago..it was inthe basket..it was big likes crocodile's baby.what should i do?...i should kill it.but how???spray with shieldtox...nothing happen to it..owh no man.go and found serai wangi...spray,spray and spray...looks like it suffered..yes, found something which i can used to hit it. took out the basket, then the lizard fall down and hit it...eeeeee, it still live.shieldtox!hit,hit and hit it...nothing change.put on something on it, then it will die. i put 3L ajax on it..it's tail still moving..eeeee.
belerang..i put belerang to it's tail and throw a spoon of belerang under ajax's bottle..hope so it die.

me@flower

i love green, i love water, i love village..n i really love nature. since i was young, i like to go to waterfall, i like to go to the zoo. i like to stay at my villages because there were cows, hens, durians, rambutans, jongkang-jongkit(made from wood in front of my grandma house)..i went fishing , collected coconut with my sibling and my father...really love it.but it was few years ago...i had noticed that name of the person will affect his or her character...i believed it coz my name means flower...what a sweet name..hihihihi. it is the answer why i love nature. check ur name and ur character..and give a good name with good meaning to ur childs when u have them.thanks ayah and mak for giving me a good name. love u =)

rejab..

2 days ago i received a message from my schoolmate, the last sentence was "jom pose esk".yesterday was 1 rejab...woke up with full of question in my head...fasting???or not?????owh i looked at my side, why my alarm didn't worked....i took a wrong hp..it is my fault.i had set alarm at 4.45am to take sahur...then i felt guilty coz wake up at 6.30am and attack by headache result of waiting the bus in the rain..huhuhu.so before something bad happen to me,it is better for me to start fasting on this wednesday...insyaAllah..so guys, let fasting and grab the benefit of rejab =)

solusi

thanks to the reader...whose follow up my blog and request me to update my blog..=)
want to share something that are very interesting, useful and amazing....wow,what the surprise???hehehehe.it is SOLUSI.have heard it before?i didn't know anything bout solusi until somebody lend his solusi to me...15minutes later i said to him i want to buy it...the person shocked for awhile and said "i just want you to read it, not to buy it". yes, i had scanning the solusi, and i should have it. why?because there are so many things in the solusi. it is a magazine, cost rm9 and full of solution...u should have it.

why???

why the makcik is so busybody with me???did she give pocket money to me???please lah makcik , dont be tooooooo busybody. "suh kerja kat Johor tak nak"...what an easier sentence makcik...ur daughter didnt tell me bout the vacancies but .......
so makcik dont simply say anything if u know nothing...i know what i do n i still have a mum who can advice me...so makcik no need to say anything which is not under ur responsible. just take care of ur behavier.

marry..not marie' biscuts

kahwinlah...aku sangat tidak suka dengan perkataan itu.....kenapa orang terlalu mudah nak point that word to me??????ak nak tanya kenapa orang cerai????why?i think the most concrete reason is responsibility...sape kata kahwin itu mudah...ak rase kaum adam nk lafazkan aku terima nikahnya pun ada debarannya...orang slalu cakap, klu ada duit blh la kahwin...klu dulu, time ketidakmatangan ak, ak mengiakan ayat itu, tapi tidak sekarang...pada ak,duit tak menjamin rumahtangga leh kekal smpi mati. isu nyer adalah tanggungjawab...klu dah kahwin, tapi style cam bujang susah la...
cth nye perempuan...time bujang ujung minngu,blh la nk bangun lambat, klu rasa mls nak masak, leh makan maggie...jap g bosan2, layan cd, tak pun g window shopping. agak2 dh pegang status wife, blh ke bangun lambat, blh ke klu malas nak masak, mkn maggie je, tak pun g je beli kat warung cik pah...tu time lum ada anak.
ni ak nak cerita time dh ada anak...balik kje penat, kne masak pula tuk anak n husband, kemas uma lagi, basuh baju, lipat kain, iron baju....klu ada anak kecik, nak kne tukar pampers, bagi susu, tidurkan..kdg2 nak main...penatkan.kne lak time ank tu sakit perut, jap2 kne tukar pampers, dengan dia merengek lagi...wow, berat sungguh tanggungjawab itu..klu ibu dh ngantuk tapi ank xnk tdo lg, blh ke ibu nk tdo??????jap g ank merengek kul 2,3 pg...blh buat pekak je ke?????kul 8 masuk kje..blh tahan ke klu stiap hari wktu tdo hny 3-4 jam shj??????kat ofis kje menggunung menunggu...hohohohoooooo.
besarkan tanggungjawab wife n a mum...hargailah ibu anda..dan untuk waktu ini, jujur ak cakap aku tak mampu lagi nk pikul tanggungjawab itu...so please stop point the first word in this post to me. just wait,the time will come..

market..

yesterday i went to market with my eldest brother...kindly he be a gentleman to me....hahahaha.'dah?ada apa2 lagi nak beli?..hihihi..but his volume still at high stage.at the market no body cared bout us, but at the bustop was different.some of the people at the bustop looked at me.....i don't care about their eyes and what their thinking at that time. because i just disturbed their hearing only. i had this moment bout years ago...going out with my special brother,physically normal but some of her act need high level of PATIENT. whatever it is, he is my bloody brother.

angah

angah, female, same age...character looks like same with me..but she more fierce than me.be careful guys...opss she will be a fiancee this june..3 day after my birthday. very pity to her bcoz get a boss like she said plastic...mouth said a but action did b..angah, be patient. . angah is a very nice person, open minded, llike to smile, cute and bit chubby. before this she worked as manager of sakan branch..she had so many experienced, and really love to share with me. angah, hope i can attend ur majlis kahwin. when? only Allah knows...and i hope u can futher study as soon as possible.

2 weeks...

2 weeks living in d house with my brother n my mak ngah...so bored cause so quite. the 2 kids are at shah alam rite now.this Tuesday i must go to pasar.. because there are only chicken in the freeze. how say easy living in the house with no mum????
to me, it's hard. if there is only me in d house maybe i can survive...but there are 2 other person in d house, which i should think bout their food and healthy. another 1 week leave..hohohooooo. what should i buy this Tuesday? mak ngah can't eat seafood except fish....

likes a novel

a young lady entered the boutique...she asked me..could you please teach me how to wear tudung...she pointed to a tudung behind me.at the same time a guy entered the boutique with a salam. i took the tudung and made it in triangle shape and putted it on her hair."i just convert to islam,so i did not know how to wear tudung"said the girl.owh, then putted a brooch to pin the tudung...like this kak?how goods her manner..kak,i want the tudung lilit-lilit,very nice when girls wear it.kak,do u have mirror?yes,over there.how?feel comfort?yes but still need a brooch.kak,how to lilit?just lilit it in any style you like and most important is u feel comfort. okay kak. "u want to wait here or follow me?"the guy asked the young lady.i wait here.kak,do u have tudung siti?yup,we have. can i try?kak,how to wear it?when i eat,the tudung will not fall or i must hold while i eat?ur husband?my fiance..owh i see.this saturday,we will get marry. we are looking an imam.owh...nikah at masjid?no,nikah at VIP hotels. living in segamat?my hometown is ipoh.working here?yes,working with his father.kak, right now i have few tudung-cream,black and white, which can match with all clothes. it's okay. i don't know how to buy tudung.normally he will decide for me.last week we went to pejabat agama,i borrowed his mother's tudung. the guy came back.so, how?u want to buy all that?the guy looked at the counter.no boy.i don't know which one is better for me. have learn how to wear it?yes,very easy.lilit only.only that?am i right kak?yes.where can i find a class of wearing tudung?the guy asked me.i just smiled.

i feel like being a character in a novel.a young lady married his boss' son at a hotel...=)

gurls..plz wacth out!!!!

Statistik menunjukkan 1 dari 4 manusia akan menghidapi kanser seandainya tidak menghidapi penyakit serius yang lain. Ayat ini amat menakutkan kerana kajian menunjukkan bilangan pesakit kanser semakin bertambah setiap tahun.

Sememangnya 9 dari 10 manusia dari manusia yang meninggal akibat kanser berpunca dari sikap acuh tidak acuh. Sikap ini haruslah dielakkan kerana perjalanan kematian akibat kanser amatlah menderitakan. Berikut saya berikan tanda-tanda awal yang perlu beri perhatian oleh wanita supaya dapat mengesan penyakit kanser pada peringkat awal:

• Kehilangan berat badan melebihi 5 kg di dalam sebulan sedangkan anda tidak melakukan apa-apa ke arah itu. Keadaan ini tidak semestinya kanser. Kadangkala boleh disebabkan oleh penyakit kelenjar tiroid yang terlalu aktif. Walaubagaimanapun, anda tidak mungkin tahu sehinggalah anda berjumpa doktor.
• Kembung. Anda mungkin perasan bahawa tiba-tiba jeans anda tidak muat. Jika ini berlarutan selama beberapa minggu, ianya perlukan pemeriksaan lengkap seperti CT scan untuk mengesan kanser ovari.
• Perubahan pada payudara, tidak semestinya ketulan malah perubahan kulit seperti ruam (kemerahan dan kulit menjadi tebal) mungkin merupakan tanda awal kepada sejenis kanser payudara yang agak agresif. Seandainya bentuk puting anda berubah atau mengeluarkan lelehan (anda tidak menyusu), perkara sedemikian perlukan pemeriksaan segera.
• Wanita yang menghampiri usia menopaus yang turun darah di antara kitaran haid perlukan pemeriksaan terutamanya jika kitaran anda agak teratur sebelum ini. Pendarahan selepas menopaus pun perlukan pemeriksaan doktor.
• Perubahan pada kulit yang tidak terhad pada tahi lalat sahaja. Mungkin berlaku perubahan pada pigmen kulit. Pendarahan yang tiba-tiba berlaku pada kulit ataupun bahagian tertentu menjadi bersisik juga memerlukan pemeriksaan lanjutan terutamanya jika berlanjutan selama beberapa minggu.
• Masalah menelan terutamanya makanan pepejal juga perlukan pemeriksaan dijalankan pada saluran esofagus anda.
• Pendarahan yang tidak normal seperti pada air kencing ataupun najis mungkin merupakan petanda. Batuk berdarah juga memerlukan evaluasi lanjut dari doktor anda, lebih-lebih lagi jika berlaku berulang kali.
• Sakit perut yang menggigit-gigit bersama kemurungan perlu diberi perhatian kerana mungkin disebabkan oleh kanser pankreas. Simptom ini jika berlaku beberapa hari, memerlukan pemeriksaan lengkap pada bahagian abdomen.
• Perasaan ketakcernaan jika berlaku di luar kehamilan boleh menandakan kanser esofagus, tekak ataupun perut.
• Perubahan pada bahagian mulut seperti terbentuknya tompok putih atau ulser yang sukar untuk hilang atau sembuh perlukan pemeriksaan dari doktor.
• Rasa sakit yang berkekalan yang tiada punca perlukan juga pemeriksaan.
• Perubahan pada kelenjar limfa terutamanya dicelah ketiak ataupun leher yang bertahan lebih dari sebulan perlukan perhatian doktor.
• Demam tanpa sebab yang jelas juga memerlukan pemeriksaan kerana mungkin merupakan petanda kepada kanser darah seperti leukemia ataupun limfoma. Jika terdapat tanda seperti sakit kuning atau berlaku perubahan pada warna najis memerlukan pemeriksaan pakar.
• Keletihan merupakan simptom yang kurang spesifik. Namun kalau berasa letih walaupun anda sudah mendapatkan tidur yang nyenyak agak dikhuatiri.
• Batuk yang berpanjangan yang melebihi sebulan perlukan pemeriksaan X-ray.

ur sister?

Yes..that woman is my sister.last Sunday was ur sister also right?yup..she is the eldest..and just now is the second one.oh i see..ur sibling' face are very different, didn't looks like sibling...true!u are not the first person said it.my sibling's face very different except my younger and youngest brother...looks like twin.people almost asked me this question when i buy something with my sister.."Friend?","ur friend?".."ur sister?(with a big question marks at her/his face).with my brother,the question become like this..."ur boyfriend?"...i don't mind bout this..cos to me they are my siblings, whose i shared my love, sadness, happiness, money, time and everything. i have 6 siblings..people said 3 is many,but i didn't feel 6 is too many.One of my friend felt jealous because i 'm very close with my younger brothers. i didn't have any formula, i just remind myself that i will give the best for my younger brothers.how lucky they are having a sister like me...hihihiiihiihiiii =)

al-fitrah

thank you al-fitrah...u give me a very useful advice,opportunity,moral support....thanks a lot.
i will try to gain knowledge from u.i just hope my dreams come true.i will grab all the opportunity.

mum' request

it's too hard for me.it needs me to think deeply.it's bout my future.how could i stay away from my mother, who are not very healthy rite now....Allah,please help me.i just want to pay back what she had give to me.i know i can't...but at least give me a chance.mum,even though ur request is very hard,i'll try my best.