ada jiwa yang kacau

apasal ni?????
mak aku pun dah bising dah..apa nak jadi ni???
kenapa ngan aku ni.......LOST.....
selera makan takde, nak keje takde mood...
ni kes parah...adoiiiiiii

tak best pun

happy ke jadi orang penting ni?

sikit pun tak....nak dapat cuti susah, on leave kena kacau..

masa jumpa doktor, depan doktor opis call.....seronok ke?

mc sebab appointment je...sah2 la opis call.

tak best langsung.....

bila nak dapat life yang best?

insyaAllah...suatu hari nanti.

inikan ujian iman...rasa-rasanya lulus tak?

mudah-mudahan..amin

wanna to tell you

DEC 2011-i have last appointment at HSNZ.5 years ago i came to HSNZ with one goal.i just want to know why my face like this?is it cancer, genetic or what?within 5 years on off to HSNZ seeing my beloved specialist,Miss Najihah and alhamdulillah i got the answer.

This disease name ROMBERG.romberg can attack anybody either man or woman, child or teenager.What is it?This is not because of genetic but it is bout the fat is melting....Normal case it will effect face on left side, but in my situation it effect my right face.Face cover eye, nose, mouth, ears, hair also my jaw.alhamdulillah it does not effect my bone.From hospital, there is no medicine for this disease.The only treatment is operation-plastic surgery.

The operation can be done after the fat stop melting.when?just wait and see.i do not know, either the fat is still melt or not.but right now, it is pain....and i got painkiller stock for 1 month.Miss, i did not take even one pill.i`m scared if there will be other pain.Right now i'm being a patient of Hospital Selayang because my Miss Najihah had transfer there.

30 minutes we had conversation and yes i cried in front her...i said this is what a patient felt.she said Allah made us with a purpose..maybe you will be success in your career.don`t cry.there is a treatment,if no, i will say no.enjoy your life.she hold my hands and send me to the door.and we will meet again on 11 june 2012.