ada jiwa yang kacau

apasal ni?????
mak aku pun dah bising dah..apa nak jadi ni???
kenapa ngan aku ni.......LOST.....
selera makan takde, nak keje takde mood...
ni kes parah...adoiiiiiii

tak best pun

happy ke jadi orang penting ni?

sikit pun tak....nak dapat cuti susah, on leave kena kacau..

masa jumpa doktor, depan doktor opis call.....seronok ke?

mc sebab appointment je...sah2 la opis call.

tak best langsung.....

bila nak dapat life yang best?

insyaAllah...suatu hari nanti.

inikan ujian iman...rasa-rasanya lulus tak?

mudah-mudahan..amin

wanna to tell you

DEC 2011-i have last appointment at HSNZ.5 years ago i came to HSNZ with one goal.i just want to know why my face like this?is it cancer, genetic or what?within 5 years on off to HSNZ seeing my beloved specialist,Miss Najihah and alhamdulillah i got the answer.

This disease name ROMBERG.romberg can attack anybody either man or woman, child or teenager.What is it?This is not because of genetic but it is bout the fat is melting....Normal case it will effect face on left side, but in my situation it effect my right face.Face cover eye, nose, mouth, ears, hair also my jaw.alhamdulillah it does not effect my bone.From hospital, there is no medicine for this disease.The only treatment is operation-plastic surgery.

The operation can be done after the fat stop melting.when?just wait and see.i do not know, either the fat is still melt or not.but right now, it is pain....and i got painkiller stock for 1 month.Miss, i did not take even one pill.i`m scared if there will be other pain.Right now i'm being a patient of Hospital Selayang because my Miss Najihah had transfer there.

30 minutes we had conversation and yes i cried in front her...i said this is what a patient felt.she said Allah made us with a purpose..maybe you will be success in your career.don`t cry.there is a treatment,if no, i will say no.enjoy your life.she hold my hands and send me to the door.and we will meet again on 11 june 2012.

next year 26?

twenty six?????????
how older am i.....hehehe..
i almost asked myself, what had i done for the years i  had born...
Forsure i had done many mistakes....
so for next year, i really hope that my rational come fisrt than my emotional.
don't laugh at me, because women is like that.very closed to emotional...
sensitive?my women sensitive is in medium line.
so i'm not really worry about that.

hope i will be more stronger that before.

I'm on holiday

while i'm typing this entry,i sit at the floor, in a room number 7 in the bungalow.we call this homestay, bungalow because it is a double storey house which have 7 room.the rent is cheap and the place is very comfortable for me.upsss sorry forget to tell..position kuala terengganu, and the bungalow is near to airport and golf resort.The owner , Pakcik Hashim also had noticed my name..hehehe.Forsure i'm, his regular customer.you can save your budget while rent a room here.Food?don't worry there are many stall near the bungalow.It takes 20 minutes from Kuala Terengganu City.Right now my case will transfer to Selangor, so i'm not sure when will i come terengganu again.my sister said, terengganu will be our annual holiday place..hehehe.i love terengganu.we spent 3days 2 night here..and today we will go home-johor. au revoir terengganu!

tolonglah....

Tolonglah awak, jangan berkira boleh tak?
Tolonglah awak, jangan menjawab boleh tak?
Tolonglah awak, jangan mengungkit boleh tak?
Tolonglah awak, jangan careless masa tengah buat kerja boleh tak?

Saya nak beritahu, kalau awak selalu berkira dengan orang....nanti bila awak perlukan pertolongan,orang lain pula berkira dengan awak.Saya nak cakap awak ni kalau tak menjawab apa yang orang cakap nanti boleh kena serangan migrain ke?Saya nak awak tahu, kalau setiap perkara yang awak buat untuk orang lain perlu dibalas, lebih baik awak duduk kat Pluto. Saya nak pesan sebelum awak mulakan kerja bacalah doa, minta dipermudahkan semua urusan awak supaya awak tak buat salah masa tengah buat kerja awak tu.

Kau atau aku

Berlindung disebalik wajah selamba
Bagai tiada apa perasaan
Di antara kita berdua

Lucunya dalam saling berpura-pura
Semua orang tahu kau dan aku
Masing-masing punya rasa yang serupa

Main tarik tali
Malu mahu memulakan luahan hati kita
Main tarik tali
Masih menanti siapa mulakan dulu

Dilema di dalam permainan ini
Masa terasa panjang hingga membuatku tak tahan
Tertekan

Lakonan ini semakin membebankan
Terasa ingin saja aku terus terang
Tentang perasaanku kepadamu

Main tarik tali
Malu mahu memulakan luahan hati kita
Main tarik tali
Masih menanti siapa mula dulu

Kau atau aku
Memulanya dulu

Ruangan empat muka dinding keliling
Makin menghimpit kala menanti panggilan darimu
Berdering

Mengharap engkau jua sedang begini
Dalam keluh kesah menantikan
Terucap yang ku cinta padamu

Main tarik tali
Malu mahu memulakan luahan hati kita
Main tarik tali
Masih menanti siapa mulakan dulu kita

Kau atau aku
Memulanya dulu

yes, boss!

just finished this novel.i like it.simple language, relax and yes can release tension.word like 'sakit dowhhh, cantik gila, mai secawan also written in this novel.so i would like to suggest to anybody who like to read novel to buy this novel....title YES,BOSS! written by areila sahimi from kaki novel.hope you enjoy it

attitude

sometimes we forget this sentences what you give, you get back.no respect is the big issue.i don't know why the person act like that.yes i agree with you.like you said, it is nothing if you have the knowledge but rude...it is really nothing.for me it doesn't matter if you are zero and you have a good attitude.hope one day, that person face the same situation and feel what we feel.

salam aidiladha

salam aidiladha to u all.syukur and thanks to Allah for let us meet and eat together for this morning.it has been long time we have not sit together....6 of us.but i still feel someone missing..yes the person is my cousin.i get extra leave...till Tuesday.so can put aside W>O>R>K for three days.bye-bye work...hehehe

tak cukup kalsium

diri ini kekurangan kalsium.....doktor suggest minum susu kambing.tunggu gaji la doktor.right now duit cukup untuk makan minum sampai saya dapat gaji sahaja.best ke susu kambing ni?orang selalu cakap yang pahit itu ubat, yang manis itu penyakit.dalam sesetengah hal, mungkin ya......dalam hidup saya kebanyakannya ya.jatuh itu yang buat saya terjaga...berbalik kepada tak cukup kalsium, memang saya rasa macam kekurangan sesuatu, tapi saya tak tahu apa...ramai ingat saya sakit, tapi saya okay je.muka hari-hari letih je.thanks doctor...kalau tak saya pun tak tahu kenapa saya macam ni.pil kalsium?wow very expensive..rm1.50/pil....rm21 just for calsium's pil...please care your health!if not u will pay more