when pain become painnnnnnn

lately, penyakit2 y ada mula memberi effect...Ya ALLAH ampunkan dosa-dosaku...ak blaja sinar UV bahaya pd kulit, mata and so on...tapi aku tak pernah terpikir kesan kulit y kena UV-merah2 ke,gatal2 ke, mata y kena UV pulak cmne....Doc, kenapa ek mata saya macam ni?ni bukan katarak, ni selaput y disebabkan oleh habuk dan sinaran UV...ya, aku adalah salah seorang mangsa pencemaran..aku redha Ya Allah.aku dah jalankan tanggungjawab sebagai seorang y punya sedikit ilmu tentang environment ke belum???berapa ramai orang diluar sana y sakit akibat pencemaran mcm aku?Doc, apa treatment dia?mungkin kena cuci and kena kikis lah selaput tu..Doc, kalau dah kikis blh kena balik tak?boleh kena balik tapi bergantung pada keadaan.boleh kikis 3x je,sbb ble dah kikis nnt jadi nipis.Awak refer pd pakar mata ye..okay,thanks Doc.
my appointment with optometrist will be on 25/8/2010...24 days from today. Doakan semuanya selamat ya kawan-kawan..

my glass

still remember go outing with azreen to fulfill our needed...one of the needed was my glass...still remember this dialog by azreen "kak, bg bingkai y paling kecik kak tuk dia"...forsurely the sales girl gave me the smallest frame and she said like this "ni je dik y paling kecik,y kecik lagi tuk budak-budak..""takpe kak, bagi je dia"..i think it was 2 years ago at Mydin Mall,terengganu. last week i was thinking bout my glass..i should by a new one because, there was crack at the frame made by my nephew (it was my fault put it on the table which was not so height)...on tuesday, i felt uncomfortable while wearing my glass..when i hold it, hahaha..broken. there was a problem, i need my glass to finish my work...
tomorrow, ask achaai to make over my broken glass..thanks achaai.

snake!

everyday i walk through the road before i go to work...but today..what a surprise, there was a snake...hhuhuuhhuuuuu.long about 1.5m..not really big but klu kne patuk confirm masuk wad.luckily have another shortcut n i can controled my shocked...huhuuhuuu.tapi ular tu cam xpuas ati sbb ak ngelak dr dia....terjenguk2 kepala dia.eeeeeeee scaryyyy..2nd time face to face with snake(only me and snake)...huhuhuuuuu

no laptop,no broadband

owh no..no broadband and laptop...so bored.luckily have tv and radio..huhuhu.living in d house with my eldest brother and mak ngah only,what can i do either than watching and go to sleep early...hihihi.to the person that i almost distrub sorryyyyyyy..hihihi.if u said ur bored on that time,it was same to me..really bored.never mind i will not disturb u anymore....but i can't promise=)..laptop and broadband really important to me right now,cause i have new hobby,update my blog..fallin in love with writing anything.

don't run

resposibility is very hard task..at what age should we look after our parents?i'm always asking myself with this question...is it enough by giving them money of our salary?are they really want our money?they just want their lover beside them, look after them, facing their lover everyday.is it hard for us as their child to do that.....it is our responsibility..please don't run from it.it is my responsibility to look after my mother and my family, i would not run from it because without them, i'm gone.

killer

lizard...eeeee.geli is more than scared..there was a big lizard in the bath room 3 hours ago..it was inthe basket..it was big likes crocodile's baby.what should i do?...i should kill it.but how???spray with shieldtox...nothing happen to it..owh no man.go and found serai wangi...spray,spray and spray...looks like it suffered..yes, found something which i can used to hit it. took out the basket, then the lizard fall down and hit it...eeeeee, it still live.shieldtox!hit,hit and hit it...nothing change.put on something on it, then it will die. i put 3L ajax on it..it's tail still moving..eeeee.
belerang..i put belerang to it's tail and throw a spoon of belerang under ajax's bottle..hope so it die.

me@flower

i love green, i love water, i love village..n i really love nature. since i was young, i like to go to waterfall, i like to go to the zoo. i like to stay at my villages because there were cows, hens, durians, rambutans, jongkang-jongkit(made from wood in front of my grandma house)..i went fishing , collected coconut with my sibling and my father...really love it.but it was few years ago...i had noticed that name of the person will affect his or her character...i believed it coz my name means flower...what a sweet name..hihihihi. it is the answer why i love nature. check ur name and ur character..and give a good name with good meaning to ur childs when u have them.thanks ayah and mak for giving me a good name. love u =)

rejab..

2 days ago i received a message from my schoolmate, the last sentence was "jom pose esk".yesterday was 1 rejab...woke up with full of question in my head...fasting???or not?????owh i looked at my side, why my alarm didn't worked....i took a wrong hp..it is my fault.i had set alarm at 4.45am to take sahur...then i felt guilty coz wake up at 6.30am and attack by headache result of waiting the bus in the rain..huhuhu.so before something bad happen to me,it is better for me to start fasting on this wednesday...insyaAllah..so guys, let fasting and grab the benefit of rejab =)

solusi

thanks to the reader...whose follow up my blog and request me to update my blog..=)
want to share something that are very interesting, useful and amazing....wow,what the surprise???hehehehe.it is SOLUSI.have heard it before?i didn't know anything bout solusi until somebody lend his solusi to me...15minutes later i said to him i want to buy it...the person shocked for awhile and said "i just want you to read it, not to buy it". yes, i had scanning the solusi, and i should have it. why?because there are so many things in the solusi. it is a magazine, cost rm9 and full of solution...u should have it.

why???

why the makcik is so busybody with me???did she give pocket money to me???please lah makcik , dont be tooooooo busybody. "suh kerja kat Johor tak nak"...what an easier sentence makcik...ur daughter didnt tell me bout the vacancies but .......
so makcik dont simply say anything if u know nothing...i know what i do n i still have a mum who can advice me...so makcik no need to say anything which is not under ur responsible. just take care of ur behavier.

marry..not marie' biscuts

kahwinlah...aku sangat tidak suka dengan perkataan itu.....kenapa orang terlalu mudah nak point that word to me??????ak nak tanya kenapa orang cerai????why?i think the most concrete reason is responsibility...sape kata kahwin itu mudah...ak rase kaum adam nk lafazkan aku terima nikahnya pun ada debarannya...orang slalu cakap, klu ada duit blh la kahwin...klu dulu, time ketidakmatangan ak, ak mengiakan ayat itu, tapi tidak sekarang...pada ak,duit tak menjamin rumahtangga leh kekal smpi mati. isu nyer adalah tanggungjawab...klu dah kahwin, tapi style cam bujang susah la...
cth nye perempuan...time bujang ujung minngu,blh la nk bangun lambat, klu rasa mls nak masak, leh makan maggie...jap g bosan2, layan cd, tak pun g window shopping. agak2 dh pegang status wife, blh ke bangun lambat, blh ke klu malas nak masak, mkn maggie je, tak pun g je beli kat warung cik pah...tu time lum ada anak.
ni ak nak cerita time dh ada anak...balik kje penat, kne masak pula tuk anak n husband, kemas uma lagi, basuh baju, lipat kain, iron baju....klu ada anak kecik, nak kne tukar pampers, bagi susu, tidurkan..kdg2 nak main...penatkan.kne lak time ank tu sakit perut, jap2 kne tukar pampers, dengan dia merengek lagi...wow, berat sungguh tanggungjawab itu..klu ibu dh ngantuk tapi ank xnk tdo lg, blh ke ibu nk tdo??????jap g ank merengek kul 2,3 pg...blh buat pekak je ke?????kul 8 masuk kje..blh tahan ke klu stiap hari wktu tdo hny 3-4 jam shj??????kat ofis kje menggunung menunggu...hohohohoooooo.
besarkan tanggungjawab wife n a mum...hargailah ibu anda..dan untuk waktu ini, jujur ak cakap aku tak mampu lagi nk pikul tanggungjawab itu...so please stop point the first word in this post to me. just wait,the time will come..